It's time

I guess baby E didn’t get the memo that today is supposed to be his birthday!!!!! He really needs to come out and enjoy it. We will see if it happens. Since I have been waiting for what feels like weeks and weeks I see no reason that it will actually happen today. I have been having contractions for weeks but they always stop. I am still just a 3 after a check yesterday so the contractions are not doing much either. So frustrating. Every night we start timing them and we think, “okay this is finally it” and every night they stop. It is so deflating. So disappointing. So stressful. We have cried wolf so many times no one is going to believe us when it does finally happen. I’m about over it. I am trying my hardest to wait him out. They are letting me wait until Wednesday. So he will be forced out then if he does not get his butt moving. He is head down and VERY low. Way lower than the girls ever spent time and just hung out. It is so uncomfortable. Those muscles just are cringing. Can’t believe they have not given out. Moving is pretty painful. This whole time I was hoping he would not be born on Camille’s bday but now I don’t care. I just want him to come. J and I have talked I have come to peace with their close bdays or even sharing a bday. We will make it fun!!