Bittersweet

This week has been VERY bittersweet. It is the beginning of the end of our summer. Av has started camp. It is 9:00-3:00 5 days a week. The plan was to use it to get her ready to going to school those hours. Even though the last few weeks she has been bored silly at the house and requiring tons of stimulation and driving me nuts I miss her sooooo much. The house is super quiet wo her here. Today was my first ever trip to the zoo wo her. My buddy, where is she? So sad. So far she is LOVING camp. Comes home very happy and yesterday she was fine all night and not super wore out by it. I hope that means she will have the stamina for school. I know she is growing up and I have to let her but it is so hard. She is my baby. Wish she could stay my baby forever.