16 weeks

This pregnancy has been so different. It was quite the shock first of all. We always saw ourselves with 3 kids but later. We are very fortunate we get pregnant easily or without even trying. For some reason I had a suspicion I was pregnant. I was up most of the night the Monday of the week I was supposed to start my period worrying. John was out of town and the next day I told Marci I was worried. She talked me down, and all week I waited for my period although I was not supposed to start until Friday. Friday morning I could not take it any longer and I took a test. It was about as positive as it could be. I just could not believe it. John took it better than I did and from the very start he has been very positive. Parenting Av and Camille sometimes takes all the time and energy I have. It took me awhile to get used to the idea of a 3rd. With Avery and Camille, I spent time planning the pregnancy, reading about it, trying to eat healthy and take care of myself. This time has been different. Pregnancy is very much an afterthought. No time to read “What to Expect” and Babycenter. I starting enjoying this pregnancy just a few weeks ago and I hope I didn’t spend too much time doubting instead of enjoying this sweet little ncb. Being pregnant is so fulfilling to me. I love it. I can’t wait until I can feel him move! I can’t believe I have less than 5 months to go. This is def our last so I need to enjoy every minute of it. I just love him so much already. So glad he took things into his own hands and knew when the right time for him to join us was.