Here we go again

I got the surprise of my life on Friday Jan. 22nd. A positive pregnancy test. Wow. We were 95% sure we were going to have a 3rd but I was shooting more for the end of 2010 to get pregnant not the beginning. I really wanted Avery to be in primary school before our sweet little 3rd baby was brought into the world. I guess someone had a different idea for us. The irony of the situation is that this baby is due on Camille’s bday. I guess we are just meant to have fall babies. I am still in disbelief and shock. I think John is too. Since we found out John has been zoning out and worrying about the financial impact of this since that burden mostly falls on him (I am sooooooooo thankful of him that he not only takes that burden on but does such an excellent job taking care of us. I know how lucky I am.) I on the other hand have been zoning out and worrying about the logistics of caring for 3 kids (carting both C and a baby into Av's school to drop her off, taking 3 kids to the zoo-yikes!) and the basic day-to-day running of the house since that duty falls more on me. I’m sure John is worried about some of that too though. He is a terrific father; we are so lucky to have him!!!