My tears are already starting…..

In 29 short days my baby will be 1. NOOOOOOOOOOOO this was not supposed to happen. If I could get away with throwing a tantrum I would. She is growing up way to fast. She says momma and dadda. That’s about it though. The rest she grunts and groans and throws a fit to get what she wants. She is not using any sign language like Av was. She refuses. She is obsessed with walking, climbing the stairs (but really climbing in general) swinging and nursing. She is still a good eater and has become a good sleeper. She is not really crusing; she drops to a crawl and then stands back up. The other night I caught her crawling into her walker wagon and then standing up in it. She hates getting dressed or sitting still long enough to get dressed and loves baths. Instead of smiling when she is pleased she scrunches up her face, which puts identical creases in either side of her nose. It makes her look like a little stinker. She belly laughs but instead of just a normal laugh of joy she takes a sharp intake of air. I have yet to catch it on video. The minute I bring the camera out she stops. She does not cuddle and she wakes up a bit to early so it kind of makes her grouchy in the mornings. She has hair in the back and a patch on the top of her head. Otherwise she is bald and of course we think she is adorable but I do wish her hair would fill in. Usually when I get to daycare to pick her up she is in a little table thing eating a snack. She shows her excitement for me by throwing a fit and banging her head against the back of the seat. She just wants to get to me. She is chunky, chunky, chunky! She still only has 4 teeth but I think she is getting 4 more right now. When she does drink expressed breast milk it is out of a cup, no more bottles! She is such a daddy’s girl. I mean it is pretty out of control ridiculous. She will take him over me any day of the week (unless it is time to nurse, sometimes I feel like I am just a boob to her). And that is our 11-month-old Camillers.