camp

Dropping the girls off at camp has gotten harder instead of easier. Today as I was trying to leave Camille was crying these big huge tears and her eyes were just pleading with me not to leave her. It just broke my heart. Av does not cry but she tells me she gets sad at camp because she misses me. After dropping Camille off I have to walk by Av’s room so I peek in to see what she is doing. Today she was sitting in a chair by herself watching the other kids. It just kills me to leave them. As hard as it is, I just know it is the best thing for them. They have to know they are just fine and do not need me by their side all the time. Plus it is fun, way more fun than I could ever be.